Saturday, February 14, 2015

8 Sentence Sunday--WeWriWa


This is an excerpt from my newest novel, Faith 15, book two in the Men of Faith series.

“A regular guy,” Cooper mumbled.  “All I'm hoping is for Cali to see me as a regular guy.”  As he ran the tip of his toe over the weathered deck board wondering how much further to expose himself, Jason Aldean's voice cut through the silence with a heated, country drawl promising something about memories and tattoos. Burke smiled at Cooper’s latest choice of ring tones and reached for his abandoned coffee cup before Cooper could manage another word.
“Here's your chance, big boy,” Burke laughed, slapping Cooper on the back.
How could Cooper have failed to remember that his best friend was a total pest when he wanted to be?

Thanks to the crew at WeWriWa for hosting 8 Sentence Sunday.  Be sure to check out all of the authors sharing #8sunday at www.wewriwa.com



Cooper Hensen is back in the Midwest, a place that holds haunting memories for him.  Worse, he’s been labeled the newcomer, the guy now responsible for replacing a pro bowl, quarterback superstar destined for the hall of fame.  And while the other guy’s name graces everything around the city from a children’s hospital to a golf course and philanthropic foundation, people keep misspelling Cooper’s, driving him crazy.  Twice in as many weeks he’s heard his neighbor, a die-hard other guy fan, refer to him as Copper.  Seriously?

Cali Carter is a hard charging, no non-sense district attorney determined to clean up the city of Indianapolis.  But lately things have shifted and she’s felt torn between her work and the position she fought so hard to achieve, and helping her sister, who’s struggling to manage her own young family and run the small café where she’s invested all of her heart, not to mention her life savings.

When a bossy, quick thinker who likes to fix things meets a man with incredible potential clouded by a haunted past, can two household names find a balance of power within their relationship and share the spotlight?


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Friday, February 13, 2015

A Different Happy Hearts Day...

Valentines Day is a tough holiday at my house because my birthday and our anniversary fall in the same week meaning the three occasions take place within five days.  With President’s day falling nearby (which means a long weekend for us), needless to say it’s a jam-packed few days.  Before our son was born, we made it a point to travel to Napa Valley every year and spent many a fabulous long weekend between San Francisco and the Napa and Sonoma valleys as a result.  Even now just thinking about those years makes me sigh and chant those were the days.  And they were, in their own way.

Now my son is in his second year of middle school and while I’ve never said this about a given year before, I can’t wait for this Valentines day to be over.  My son’s world has changed dramatically in the past few months as girls we’ve known since preschool have started texting and his first real girlfriend has come and gone, leaving his heart in pieces when she left. At times over the last few days, the uncertainty in his world has felt overwhelming to everyone in our house.  I don’t remember the first time I got my heart broken but I know enough to remember it wasn’t fun.

As a mom I think I’ve turned from thoughts of my own experience on the happiest of hearts day to that of my son.  I find myself wondering what I can do for him on February 14th to help cover that new hole in his heart.  In years past we’ve celebrated as a family with cupcakes, candy and cards but this year I want to up the anti just a bit.  My son’s ex bought him Polo Black cologne for Christmas and I’ve noticed since they parted ways, he hasn’t worn it much.  That being said, in the wee hours before Valentines day dawns, I plan to use my mom superpowers to make said cologne disappear, leaving in its place on the shelf in his medicine cabinet a fresh, new bottle of Polo Red, complete with a note from me for his eyes only.

And while we’ll still have cupcakes and candy and share a card or two as a family, it’s that note, that little bit of encouragement shared from my heart to the heart of the child I adore, the one God has entrusted me to raise, that just might make this Valentines day the one I consider my favorite years from now.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

WIP Wednesday

WIP Wednesday

I always get a little giddy on release day.  There’s a feeling of excitement that comes with seeing a project make it to market that’s hard to match.  I love my readers.  I love to hear what people think of my stories and I absolutely love putting paperbacks into the hands of those eager to explore my work for the first time.

Faith 15, the second book in my Men of Faith series, released just yesterday and as excited as I was to see Cooper’s story to fruition and share it with all of you, hot on Cooper’s heels comes Charity 12, the story of Cooper’s best friend, Burke Miller.

Charity 12 blurb:

After years of playing gatekeeper for the people he cares for most and watching several of his best friends marry and start their families, Burke Miller suddenly feels like the old man at the party.  While he doesn’t have trouble getting a date, Burke’s never met anyone that would cause him to consider risking it all.

Abigail Foster didn’t mean to ruin her life.  She didn’t mean to watch her home burn to the ground as she faded into the blackness of that night, never to be heard from again, as the result of her addiction.  And she certainly didn’t expect to see steel blue eyes staring back at her through the darkened windows of a limousine as she scrounged for food on the side of the road.

When a successful attorney meets a homeless woman on the cold streets of Indianapolis, all becomes fair in games of chance and it’s anybody’s guess as to who’ll be left holding the winning hand.

Here’s a snippet of Burke and Abby’s story:

“I can’t believe I haven’t noticed before.  Darkness or not, you don’t just hide what I’m guessing is close to a hundred people when the sun comes up.”  Horrified by the images four feet from him, Burke continued to stare from the protection of the darkened window.   Boxes covered bodies leaving only feet, sometimes shoeless, exposed.  Grocery carts littered the sidewalk, some tied to their owners, some rolling slightly given the slant of the pavement.  Runaways.  A couple of small metal barrels housed fires although it was the middle of summer.   If he didn’t know better, Burke might have thought he’d been transported from his riverfront high rise on the northwest side of the city and dropped somewhere closer to East Los Angeles.  While ten years of working within the court system had taught him sometimes bad things happened to good people, the amount of poverty so close to his front door was staggering.  He was less than fifteen miles from home.
"Wow dude, way to harsh the mellow," Gage leveled toward Burke who sat riveted to the scene playing out just beyond the safety of the car.
"Way to what?"  Eric asked, seemingly amazed that one of their oldest friends, the kid they'd meet wearing zit cream and glasses freshman year, could so easily transform from a gyrating, kissing, one-man love machine to a hippie in less time than it took Eric to microwave popcorn.
"Stop the car!"  Burke shouted, shocking both Eric and Gage into silence.
"You aren't getting out here, man.  We'll start a fund.  I'll get some corporate sponsors for a new shelter.  Gage can help neighborhood kids do a canned food and clothing drive.  Anything you want, bro, but do not get out of this car."
Shoving his hand into the air, Burke tried to quiet his friends and shut out everyone around him but her.  Outside the car, which had stopped not because he’d shouted his demand but due to a traffic light instead, Burke saw the well-sculpted form of a woman huddled against one of the oldest building in the city.  Hampered by the window tinting, which cast a grey shadow on the objects in its view, Burke couldn't help but stare.  Everything about the stranger looked grungy and dusty except her face, which was graced by an angelic jaw line and deep-set, haunted eyes.  As corny as it sounded there was no other way to phrase it.  She was stunning.
"Why are we moving?"  Despair lacing his voice, Burke shouted and alarmed his friends again when he felt the car start to roll forward.  "Eric, the car stops or I jump."
"Alex, pull over to the curb and keep the doors locked," the ringleader of the group said to the man he hired twice a month to chauffeur them around town for guy's night.  "We'll only be a minute." 
"What in the world is going on, man?  Go home and get your own car and come back and play Mother Theresa if you want.  That’s fine with me.  I just want to get home,” Gage groaned at Burke.
Looking through the glass, Burke focused on the woman's face and studied her with such intensity he didn't even realize she was looking straight back at him.  Shaking his head against the possibility she'd seen him given the deep tint that separated them, Burke sent his eyes to meet hers again.


Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Anyone else feel like 2015 is racing by already?  It seems like I no more than got the Christmas tree put away and we were off to the races again, this time in the area of my writing life.

In the middle of writing of novel series, Men of Faith (Hope 22, Faith 15, Charity 12, Justice 45 and Grace 28), my muse, Arje (think brooding Norwegian taskmaster), decided to throw me a short story series.  Umm, Arje?  We're not going that direct right now, I argued, only to be glared at and shot down.  When this appeared from the graphics guru three days later, I was sold.  Jake and Haley's story is the first of three short stories set in Chicago, my home away from home.  




If you survive...

When Haley Ellis is left for dead, she knows her life will never be the same.  The public face of the largest fashion house in North America, Haley has fallen out of favor with the powers that be, the advertising execs seeking a much younger woman to take her place in the spotlight.  Haley never dreamed she’d be washed up at the tender age of twenty-six.


Can you rebuild?

Jake Austin has given up trying to force relationships.  While he longs for someone to share his life with, Jake’s content growing his private therapy practice and helping his dad keep the family recycling business in the black.


Or is it worth the risk?

When a chance trip to the wrong side of town on a frigid Chicago morning brings Jake and Haley together, there’s a moment when Jake believes fate might just be on his side.  But two white lies, one favor, and an empty hospital bed later, Jake realizes he’s the one that’s been left this time.  And that really stinks because Jake knows first hand no one deserves to be thrown away.


And earlier this morning while I was checking email, this little beauty landed in my inbox.  



I'm truly blessed to live this life and I'm grateful that I get to spend my days spinning stories for others to enjoy.  These are the days...

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

My Christmas Top Ten, Kind Of...

Most days in the motherhood I wonder if anything I’m saying is getting through amidst the eye rolls, sighs of protest and assorted groans of complaint.  And then there are days like yesterday.  The kiddo and I found ourselves in the car after school with just over an hours’ travel time between activities.  “I bet you’re going to put on Christmas music, huh?” the kiddo asked, knowing that while I don’t solely listen to Christmas music this time of year, the playlist does get some much needed love during the month of December.

“Would you rather I play something else?” I questioned.  “Or do you have something you want to listen to?”  It’s a statement that can lead to ear splitting disaster but I try to give the kiddo a chance to share his world with me when possible.  Music is a huge part of our lives and I genuinely care about what he’s listening to and why he likes the songs he chooses.  Yep, that’s the kind of thing we talk about in this family.  Since the day he was born, I’ve talked about music with him.  What I hear, what the story is or means.  Why I like or dislike a song, lyrics, beat…

“I want to go with your Christmas top ten,” he answers quickly, to which I smile because those of you who know my son know this is a set up.  He’s up to something and the game has begun.

“You know I have twelve, right?  Do you want them in any particular order?” I double check, just in case.

“Nope,” he smiles  “Just let them roll.”

So here it is, my Christmas top twelve.  And the game my son wanted to play as we looped 465 between various appointments?  Why these songs make the list.  So here’s why these songs spell Christmas to me and why the season isn’t complete until I hear them as explained by the thirteen year old light of my life.  Apparently he has been listening.


Better Days (Goo Goo Dolls)  This is a great picture of how slowing down and keeping it simple this season can help us be appreciative.  This is a hopeful song.  And mom thinks Johnny Resnick has great hair.

Do They Know It’s Christmas (Glee version)  We need to keep perspective that the world we live in, what we can see around us here in the land of plenty, doesn’t represent the world and the way most people live.  This reminds mom of our Horizon kids in South Africa--Maboke and Mosobudi.

Give This Christmas Away (Matthew West and Amy Grant)  This is the entire message of the Gospel and the reason Christmas even matters.

Home This Christmas (Justin Beiber and The Band Perry)  This one makes mom think about dad because he travels.  She worries about that a lot.

Christmas Must Mean Something More (Taylor Swift)  It’s a song about the real reason for the season that’s upbeat enough it doesn’t make Gaga (my Grandma) cry.

Mary, Did you Know? (Kenny Rogers and Wynonna Judd version)  Mom has a hard time imagining being in Mary’s shoes.  She calls this one a classic.

New Kid In Town (Alan Jackson and Keith Whitley)  This is a great picture of how simple it must have seemed when Christ was born and how one very common thing changed everything.

Mistletoe (Justin Bieber)  Mom’s guilty pleasure.  She likes to dance to this one.

All I want for Christmas is a Real Good Tan (Kenny Chesney)  Mom always jokes that she’s going to run away to Hawaii by herself.  This is like her personal anthem.

The Prayer (Celine Dion and Andre Bocelli)  This is a prayer everyone can use and mom thinks the Italian is gorgeous.  I say not so much when she tries to sing along.  This one has classic status.

River (Leah Michele)  Sometimes this time of year can make you a bit sad and remind you of things you wish you could change.  This is a do-over song set to a gorgeous Christmas carol with piano.  Mom’s a sucker for piano.


New Again (Sara Evans and Brad Paisley)  It must be a mom thing because my mom can’t even imagine having this conversation.  She can’t get through this one without tearing up.  This is the ultimate mom classic.

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Why Ray Rice has my attention...

If I had to guess, I’d be willing to wager you’ve been in a situation where you’ve made a huge mistake.  A time you chose to speed past the guardrails and blow through the moment of knowing what was right, choosing to do what was wrong instead.  It’s a moment you wished you could take back the minute it was born.  A moment that still has the power to embarrass or humble you.

If you’ve been anywhere within fifty feet of a television or radio in the last forty-eight hours, you’ve probably heard the name Ray Rice.  In the age of 24-hour media coverage, when someone in the spotlight steps over the line, it’s hard not to hear about it.  And in a world where most of us walk around with advanced technology in our pocket, it’s harder yet not to see exactly what everyone is talking about.   If you’ve watched the Ray Rice video footage of his altercation with his then fiancé, you know what I mean.

But before you read further, be warned--this post isn’t about Ray.  It isn’t about domestic violence, how the NFL handles employment contracts, the politics of sport or what the future holds for such a fallen star.  This is post born purely out of the concern that for many of us, a similar creature may be lurking under our very own roof.

While I don’t have a long enough list of adjectives to properly convey my thoughts regarding the horrific act of violence I watched on the video, it’s what happened after the knockout punch that has me the most concerned.  You see, I have a thirteen-year-old son and he has friends.  And while I adore these kids, I won’t lie.  I refer to them as the moody, broody, attitudy group because that’s exactly what they are.  Gangly, smelly, moody, hormonal, attitude filled beings that suddenly seem to exist only to test we mere parents at every turn.  Freshly minted teenagers.  And that scares me because I see glimpses of their behavior as the video rolls.

If you watch the Rice footage, you’re going to have that moment when you feel hopeful such an egregious wrong can somehow be righted.  Much like I did, you’re going to hold your breath waiting for the moment you’ll get to see a person fall to their knees as understanding of what they’ve done dawns in their psyche and remorse washes over them.  And much like me, you’re going to be sickened when that redemption doesn’t come.  

While there’s no audio accompanying the video footage, in the moments after the blow, you can almost write the script based on what you don’t see happen that you should see happen.  “Huh?”  What did I do?  She started it.  I didn’t do anything.” Maybe I’ve had my head in the clouds too long to hope to see remorse, compassion and tenderness in the midst of such chaos but that’s exactly what I expected and exactly what never came as the footage rolled on.  In the words of my dad, we treat our family pets better.

So why am I so bothered by this total and utter lack of remorse and compassion that happened hundreds of miles from me between two people I don’t know and doesn’t affect my family in the least?  Because it hits too close to home.  It’s the very monster we’ve been beating back as parents for what feels like eternity at this point.  Because we live in a time when anything we do that puts us in the slightest negative light must be someone else’s fault and that logic is crippling our kids.  Because the same words that rolled through my mind as I watched that video are phrases well used by the teen that lives under this roof and it’s all too easy to dismiss them as mere teenage attitude.  Because anything goes in this world today and I don’t buy in to that lie, and I don’t want my son to buy into it either.

Anything doesn’t go in these four walls.  In fact, our motto for this school year with our son is Man Up and our message to him looks something like this…  When you make a mistake, you man up.  When remorse over an action sucker punches you in the gut, you get in front of it and man up.  When you have a hard choice to make, you man up.  You take responsibility and you own your life; every beautiful, ugly, smooth and jagged part of it.  You man up because it’s the right thing to do.  Because you live by a higher standard. 

It’s my heartfelt prayer that as parents we’ll continue to do what’s right, and what’s best for our kids, instead of what’s easiest or most popular.

Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong. Do everything in love.

1 Corinthians 16: 13-14